I’m with Kyle now and I’m not having a panic attack anymore but I feel so so awful and idk why. I’m crying while they’re playing dungeons and dragons and I’m so pathetic why is this happening?
I followed the meal plan yesterday. I can’t do it again today. I’ve had a falafel wrap for lunch which was delicious, but I can’t eat anything else. I feel so full and awful and disgusting.
I’m really depressed and anxious and I just want to crawl out my skin I feel so weird and terrible. My head feels floaty, and I’ve been dizzy since last night. Nothing feels real.
Going to Kyle’s in a few, so at least we won’t be alone.
I took a klonopin, maybe that will help.
What the fuck is happening.