Meal plan
I copied down Kyle’s meal plan and I’m trying to follow it. I am going to eat enough to be able to run. I’m so full though!! ughhh
I’m with Kyle now and I’m not having a panic attack anymore but I feel so so awful and idk why. I’m crying while they’re playing dungeons and dragons and I’m so pathetic why is this happening?
I’ve got my ticket for the long way ‘round
The one with the prettiest of views
It’s got mountains, it’s got rivers, it’s got sights to give you shivers
But it sure would be prettier with you.
Kyle introduced me to this song. I <3 it.
(via someone1faraway)
I followed the meal plan yesterday. I can’t do it again today. I’ve had a falafel wrap for lunch which was delicious, but I can’t eat anything else. I feel so full and awful and disgusting.
I’m really depressed and anxious and I just want to crawl out my skin I feel so weird and terrible. My head feels floaty, and I’ve been dizzy since last night. Nothing feels real.
Going to Kyle’s in a few, so at least we won’t be alone.
I took a klonopin, maybe that will help.
What the fuck is happening.
I hate how anxious I get driving to therapy. I had to take a klonopin just so I didn’t start crying in the lobby. At least on Wednesday I’ll have Camille with me!
Can’t wait! It’ll be better with me there!!! lol
I have a fever and I can’t decide if I’m too hot for this sweatshirt so I am wearing is like this.
Kyle come save me I’m so pathetic ahhhhh
Neither of this have any recollection of taking this picture, but damn, we’re cute.
